My true “spiritual” awakening started in the early spring 1994 after losing my Aunt Connie to a very sudden illness when she was only 57 years old. Because she was dearly loved and because she was the first major death in my family, her loss left me with many unanswered questions. While deep in my grief and despair I remember asking the universe why “God” would take my Aunt so suddenly and at such a young age…and who was this “God” anyway? The loss of my Aunt also lead me to reevaluate my priorities. At the time I was working at a job that paid well but required me to travel. It soon became clear that I did not want to continue spending so much time in a lonely hotel room away from my family and friends. I quit this job in July, started a new job in August and proceeded to quit this job within 1 month. In September I started working for another company and left that job after 5 months. In Feb 1995 I started with my 3rd company in 6 months in a sales position that involved “cold calling” on businesses.
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In the beginning of March 1995 I established what became my morning routine; exercise, shower, meditation, breakfast, and off to work. I started working with a guided meditation my sister had given me years before, Dick Sutphen’s White Light Meditation. The meditation seemed a bit strange to me at first because it mentioned extraterrestrials and entities from the universe coming into the light, but I continued to work with it anyway. During my meditation on Thursday March 23rd I felt as though something was trying to communicate with me and the message was to write. On Friday, March 24th I sat for meditation with a pen and pad thinking I may do some automatic writing. As I settled into meditation I again sensed that something was communicating with me but no automatic writing came through. I let go of the automatic writing thought and continued to meditate the next few mornings.
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On the morning of Tuesday, March 28th I completed my morning routine and set off to do some cold calling in a town located about 30 minutes away from where I lived. About 15 minutes into my drive I had the sudden feeling of becoming unglued; strong feelings arose of doubting what I was doing with my life and a there was a sense of being in emotional distress. I was suddenly very worried for myself and for the direction my life was going in. I had always considered myself to be grounded, emotionally strong, and well balanced, so having these feeling of doubt and uncertainty was confusing. However, I kept on driving, thinking I would shake it off. I drove for another 30 minutes and I was not feeling any better, so I decided I would find a slice of pizza because food always makes everything better (or so I thought this at the time). Not being familiar with the area I continued to drive around until I finally found a pizzeria. I ordered a slice and as the Pizza man handed me my pizza he looked me straight in the eye and said “Smile. Things can’t be that bad”. I took my slice, smiled, and proceeded to drive straight home thinking if this Pizza man could sense my distress I was in no shape to be out making business calls. Once I was home and settled the feeling of self-doubt dissipated and I went on with my day. I decide to stop using the guided meditation thinking that it may be kicking up some undesirable feelings and emotions.
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I began Channeling on Thursday, March 30. When I sat to meditate on that moring I had the sensation to speak so I started speaking. What came out of my mouth was
“Don’t be frightened, we are from the light and the love of God and I am here to help you on your journey, to help
spread unconditional love. Sorry about the distress you were feeling the other day. We were aligning with your
instrument (body) and we promise you will never feel like that again. But how did you like the angel we sent
you the second one in the form of a pizza man?”
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Well, this certainly got my attention. My mind flashed back to the pizza man who had looked me straight in the eye and said, “Smile. Things can’t be that bad”. I also flashed back to something that had happened a few years earlier.
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I was living in a different town at the time and every Saturday for lunch I would walk to the same pizzeria for a slice. This one Saturday morning I was very sad because the relationship I was in had ended and I had spent the morning crying. As always, I walked down to the pizzeria for lunch and ordered a slice from someone I had never seen before (or since) behind the counter. When this pizza man handed me the pizza he looked me in the eye and said, “Smile. God loves you”. This was the second angel in the form of a pizza man.
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Over the years my channeling has continued to grow and evolve. The question I asked the universe, “Who is God” continues to be answered in ways I never imagined. Interestingly, the cornerstone of my work is in connecting with Spirit to bring you information on the questions you ask. I truly believe questions are the bridge that connects us to Spirit and that answering questions is Spirit’s way of helping us on our journey. It’s just a matter of our being open to receiving the information in whatever way it shows up.
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I am grateful beyond words for my work that touches hearts and brings peace to those seeking understanding. It is an honor and a privilege to serve as an instrument to bring positive energy and helpful messages from Spirit to those who are ready to receive.